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Fractured L o v e
I wish I could commit, but it takes too much.
Casual dynamics is how I thrive, it'd seem.
I fear that it's because I'm selfish, just a prick.
But my feelings are intense, too intense to ignore.
I truly care, but I can't live up to it all.
Is my l o v e inferior?
Is my l o v e even real?
What even fucking is l o v e!?
How do I l o v e someone?
How do I show them that I care?
Is this just another manifestation of my broken fucking brain?
Am I just broken?
I feel broken.
But then I look into your eyes and I feel it all again.
It's wonderful and painful and beautiful and awful.
Because I'm confronted with it again.
This passion, this drive.
I l o v e you.
I l o v e you!
I don't understand how, but I l o v e you!
I just want you to l o v e me back.
But I can't stay and I can't go, because I care too much about you to let you go. I need to roam, but I have to rest. I don't fucking understand what's going on inside my head.
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